My ex gfs over. the babymomma one
Dont look at her.
ugh.
stahp. Brain shut up.
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I smoke because i miss you.
There now you know.
Judge me.
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tonight was prom, it was sweeeet. My group of friends nd i got to go to starbucks before(: Hmm. i had my ideal date, i even made him nervous that he was stuttering trying to compliment me. he did whatever i wanted all night. i wanted to sit, we sat. i wanted to dance, we danced (: went for a bit of a drive before the dance actuallly ended got my friend a boyfriend(; lol. my date was a cutie pie, i didnt care he wasnt dressed up, he was dressed like himself. he got jealous tho, cuz guys kept coming up to me, complimenting my dress and what not. he also said he really likedd me, which is reasurring. us slow dancing was funny, he said he didnt want to step on my toes or dress. came back to my place, snuggled. he cuddles me tight when he sleeps….*blush* :3 But i keep thinking how last time we dated i muttered the “L word” and he dumped me. Yet, it was on the tip of my tongue all night. Tho, we arent even dating (i think) weird.
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Are coming out more as prom night approaches.
Maybe because…
1. i had planned on going with my boyfriend…we are no longer together
2. My ex has been MIA havent got to ask
3. the girl i asked said yes, then moved -_-
4…….
Doesnt help my sister is a twig, so trying on dresses with her is a pain. My tits hardly fit in anything.
Fuck this imma become a stripper :3
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Sad how much i was there, whether it was a hand to hold, a shoulder to cry on, or that much needed hug. To lift you up out of a shitty mood, to make you laugh. That girl who always picked up her phone, even at 3 am. Whod beg her mom to let you stay, at the earliest hours of morning when you got kicked out time after time. Whod even meet you halfway so you wouldnt have to get stopped by the cops, and would bring you a sweatshirt because you never remembered one. Whod make sure my house always had dr.pepper and reeses, because those were your favorite. Whod let you pick shitty action movies for us to watch, because they made you laugh. The girl, who loved you with everything. But where are you now for her? Distant. Cold. Unfeeling. Youve changed, not my best friend or even ex anymore. I dont care to get to know who youve become, its a lot like a stranger now. You seem a lot like your father from here. Running from your problems, and feelings, and commitments. Instead of facing them like a man. Pushing people away that you need the most right now. Refusing help. That causes broken relationships and hearts.
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sooo im hoping when my ex gets back from Utah he’ll go dress shopping this weekend.
for prom.
i need luck on him saying yes, im holding his bike hostage.
lol
Also seeing that “Spring Breakers” movie after shopping….
looks….idk. Selenas character seems boring.
The girl with pink hair is kinda cute.
music seems good.
i liked the trailer.
Meh seeing boobs and shit with fam . and my ex should be awkward tho.
Rawr #LezBeHonest. (;
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how dare you buy me flowers?!
like wtf….your my ex.
stop.
i still love you….
i cant….get over that we still fucked….
so…no…
dont buy me flowers, unless you wanna get back with me afterwards…
asdfghjkl; -_-
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him: *put his snap back on me*him: “youd look good as a skater girl”
me: *blushes like crazy*
what i should’ve said “you’d look good as my boyfriend”
-_- fuck he’s cute asdfghjkl.
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